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it seems people take themselves too seriously
everybody's got issues
who's to judge each's importance?
i can tell you it's not so bad
just remember we're all still breathing

Current Music:
Jefferson Airplane
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ah, well

internet cries of help never work anyways

Current Music:
Talking Heads
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what do you do when you're in desperate love with someone who has fallen out of love with you
when you've both began new relationships, 
but you can't move on from the last
although there is no hope
please tell me, what do you do?
Current Music:
none
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i want to tell you how much I love you
come with me, my love
to the sea, the sea of love
Current Music:
phil phillips
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when you don't know who you are anymore,
when your only salvation is your sole destruction,
and when you're desperately grasping for something that isn't there,
what do you do?

Current Music:
Brian Eno
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i am in way over my head
but
nobody wants to hear my stories
Current Music:
Gang of Four
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1) Using your Current Initials, choose a different name for yourself. 
AAC - Annabel Amadeis Crowe

2) If you were born outside of your era, when would you want to be born and why?
60s

3) If you ran a store, what would you sell/have?
socks

4) What part in a movie would you love to play?
the bitch

5) In your opinion, why do people suck?
laziness

6)If you had your own state, what would you put on your new quarter?
a penny

7) Whats the oldest article of clothing you own?
my great-great-grandmother's wedding dress

8) What piece of furniture have you replaced the most?
the chair behind my desk

9) What instrument do you wish you could be more than great at?
harmonica

10) Record, Tape or Cd?
record

11) What do you think would be the best concert ever? (max: 4 bands)
devendra banhart and notorious B.I.G.

12) What's the best part of your favorite movie?
when they kiss in the end

13) What do you think is the most over-rated candy ever?
snickers

14) If you were writing out your will, who would you give your CD collection to?
my little brother

15) If you could only debate two topics the rest of your life, what would they be?
pro-choice, yes to gay marriage

16) Out of your friends, who would you say you are most jealous of, artistically?
charlotte

17) Most jealous of....intellectually?
jackson

18) What do you collect?
other people's photographs

19) What is broken that you have, that you wish was fixed?
my spirit

20) What do you do when you're home sick?
sleep

21) Why does this survey rock?
because it rules

22) Story behind your username?
nino rojo

23) Current Favorite Article of Clothing?
a gold sweater

24) Line from the last thing you wrote to someone?
love, alice

25) A famous person you have met?
chloe sevigny

26) Favorite way to waste time?
thinking

27) Last thing you bought yourself? 
vogue magazine

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in order for somebody to win, somebody else must lose
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that i don't want to be sad anymore 
i am tired of feeling sorry for myself 
i am tired of feeling guilty 
i am tired of feeling tired
the sun is shining
and i'm ready for a change

Current Music:
Dinosaur Jr.
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Jackson's mother killed herself when he was 13
he was afraid that i would leave him like she did
                     then i did.
i told him you will always be my best friend
i thought that could be enough

i saw him yesterday in the park
i've never seen him so high
from 30 feet away, i could see that he had been crying
i wanted to run up to him
take him in my arms 
and promise him, again, that i would never let go
                    but i didn't.
i ran home instead

Current Music:
Bob Dylan
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he asked me why i was crying
because i'm breaking up with you
why?
i don't know

because i have to

because i love you
he said you will always be a mystery to me
kissed me on the lips

and left the door open as he walked out

Current Music:
Ella Fitzgerald
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i met a boy named adam 
he had dark hair and light eyes 
and he made me feel like i was the only girl in that crowded, sweaty room
i didn't tell him i have a boyfriend
i thought to myself, 

if i was single, i would want this boy to be mine
i woke up thinking about him
i've ignored 4 calls from my boyfriend
i stayed in bed until 2 in the afternoon
and i thought about adam

about how he scares me

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You know you live in 2006 when...

1. You go to a party, sit down and take MySpace pics.

2. You havent played solitaire with real cards in years.

3. The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't have AIM/LiveJournal/MySpace.

4. You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the TV.

6. Your evening activity is sitting at the computer.

7. You read this list, and keep nodding and smiling.

8. You think about how stupid you are for reading this.

9. You were too busy to notice number five.

10. You actually scrolled back up to check if there was a number five.

11. And now you're laughing at your stupidity.

Current Music:
Tom Waits
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FELL IN LOVE - ?
LOST SOMEONE CLOSE TO YOU - 13
DRANK ALCOHOL - 13

SMOKED WEED - 13

GOT KISSED - 11

GOT STUNG BY A BEE - 4

WENT TO THE HOSPITAL - 2

GOT YOUR HEART BROKEN - 16, 17
LOST A PET -10

GOT ARRESTED - 18
SMOKED A CIGARETE -14
BROKE A BONE - never

GOT JUMPED - 16

GOT A JOB - 17

GOT CHEATED ON - 17

CHEATED ON SOMEONE - never

GOT A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND -15

RODE THE CITY BUS - 13
WENT TO A CONCERT - 9

MET SOMEONE FAMOUS- n/a

Current Music:
Vashti Bunyan
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Today did you...

1. Talk to someone you liked: yes

2. Buy something: no

3. Get sick: no

4. Sing: no

5. Talk to an ex: yes

6. Miss someone: always

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Last person who....

7. Slept in your bed: alexander

8. Saw you cry.?: jackson

9. Made you cry: jackson

10. Went to the movies with? my mother

11. You went to the mall with: i don't go to the mall

12. Said "I Love You" and meant it: jackson, my mother

13. Kissed You: jackson
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13. Ever been in a fight with your pet: no

14 Been to California: yes

15. Been to Mexico: yes

16. Been to Canada: yes

17. Been to Europe: yes
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Random.....

19. What book are you reading now: moby dick

20. best feeling in the world: sleeping in, day dreaming

21. future kids names: lily

22. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no

23. What's under your bed: monsters

24. Favorite sports to watch: bowling

25. Location: new york city

26. Piercing/Tattoos: a few

27. What are you most scared of right now: monsters

28. Where do you want to get married? africa

29. Do you have a job: more or less

30. Do you like being around people: absolutely

31. Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with: not one i can reference

32. Have you ever cried: no, never

33. Are you lonely right now: no

34. Song that's stuck in your head right now: children of the revolution

35. Played strip poker?: of sorts

36. Gotten beaten up: yes

37. Been on radio/TV: yes

38. Been in a mosh-pit: yes

39. Ever liked someone, but u think they never noticed you?: no

40. Ever met someone famous? famous is an opinion

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this is the routine:

i fall too hard
stay down too long
and get up too late

though it seems i only recover when someone better than the last can help me to my feet
and i'm wondering if maybe all i need this time
is someone to break the fall

Current Music:
Joanna Newsom
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respect your planet,
it's the only one we've got

happy earth day.

Current Music:
Miles Davis
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Current Music:
Donovan
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anyone who says they like the rain is full of shit.
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Name: Alice
Birthday: 1/13
Birthplace: Paris, France
Current Location: New York City
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Dark
Height: 5'8
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Russian, Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: black boots
Your Weakness: Devendra Banhart
Your Fears: death
Your Perfect Pizza: white
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to get rid of some of my vices
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: i dont instant message
Thoughts First Waking Up: kill me
Your Best Physical Feature: my lady lumps
Your Bedtime: too late
Your Most Missed Memory: nap time
Pepsi or Coke: diet coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Swear: to the point of vulgarity, i am not proud of it
Do you Sing: i shouldn't
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: who knows?
Do you want to go to College: eventually
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: a lot
Do you get Motion Sickness: yes
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: very much so
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: when appropriate
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: absolutely
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: yes
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a designer
What country would you most like to Visit: Africa

In a Boy/Girl..

Favourite Eye Color: green
Favourite Hair Color: dark
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: tall of sorts
Weight: more to love! i do not care
Best Clothing Style: one to compliment mine
Number of Drugs I have taken: 3
Number of CDs I own: a lot
Number of Piercings: 4
Number of Tattoos: 1
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 0

Current Music:
Lou Reed
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